dissolving evolvingThe doors of perception infinite steps I have three homesIn a dynamic life circet The homes inside, with a garden and a view. The home inside. The homes inside.OutsideInsideOutside Going homeWith gratitude We Inhabit Mountains

I am visiting Sisters Hope Home with two goals in mind and heart. Firstly, I want to remove myself from the physical, mental and social environment that is my everyday life, and enter a parallel space where I can shed unwanted modes of being in world. Specific goals in this…

outside inside Hz Hz Hz 0, 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34, 55, 89, 144, …__drums and sticks and stones and bones

I am unsure of what to expect but feel excited and curious about the stay.I feel unprepared, thinking that the stay could both give me material and wake something inside me. My state of mind is affected by the darkness outside. It makes me low on energy. I wonder how…

Time went by so fast, tomorrow sisters academy starts for me. My body feels ready, my mind is not sure yet. I don’t have any expectations really and am open for everything. Exited and a bit nervous at the same time. Dont know exactly what is to come, but I…

Time, I feel it all around me, since i’m constantly running late and going nowhere. I feel the tight grip around my neck and hands, as i’m chained to the time, every minut every second. This will be my search for a break. This will be my attempt to stop…

I feel a bit numb. I’ve been sleeping too little and it makes me feel like a zombie. My brain is working in slowmotion and my mind doesn’t focus on one thought but floats around instead. I’m on a full train my body is closed and focused on itself. I’m…

5: Home again.  At our Home in Belgium.  I left Sisters Hope Home last week but I make no distinction between these homes when the quality of life that I long for is concerned. The structure of the day is different, there’s another set of choices concerning colours, sound, ways…

The Searcher came in search To find messages from a multitude of hearts White rose I picked up from the pavement  During my first departure  Air rose dipped in the red ink Changing color Making rhythms in a dark room I painted  Your face with a clean brush Why are…

I found the vessel of time, broken at lastsand pouring out and filling meinfinity hours, seems like airair second containing infinitya treasure inside, mother of pearl shimmering in candle light just do what thou wilt, never doubtingthe choices made have given answersmy true will makes me gravitatetowards connection, pain and…