YES OR … MAYBE NO – Yes to that I don’t know…

Have you discovered freedom?

No, or yes – maybe yes – I do not know. How does it feel?

Strange I guess. And a little bid weird. But I like it.


Because I feel alive.

I feel alive!
How does it feel?

I do not know. Different?

I want to die!


Because then I know what it means to live when I wake up again.

Where do you wake you?

Somewhere new.

I am afraid of the new – because then I do not know where anything are.

What are you scared of?

My senses!

Your senses?


Well what do you use them for anyways?

To feel if I am alive or dead!

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