WHERE IS MY ROOM FOR FRUSTRATION. WHERE IS THE PLAYS WHERE I CAN BE TO MUCH? GET AWAY FROM EXPECTATIONS AND IDEAS – OTHER PEOPLES IDEAS ABOUT ME AND MY LIFE. A PLAYS WHERE I CAN JUST BE. WITHOUT BEING IN A PARTICILALLY WAY.

WHAT IS IMPORTANT TO LEARN? WHAT IS IMPORTANT TO LEARN? WHAT DO YOU WANT TO LEARN? IF NOBODY TOLD YOU WHAT TO DO. WHAT WOULD YOU DO WHERE WOULD YOU GO WHO WOULD YOU TALK TO – WHO WOULD YOU NEVER SEE AGAIN?

WHY ARE MOST PEOPLE RIGHT HANDED WHY DO WE GO IN THE SAME CLOTH WHY DO WE THINK – DO WE THINK THE SAME?

WHY IS INTUITION NOT A SUBJECT I HAD IN SCHOOL? WHY DID WE NEVER TALK ABOUT DEATH. WHO SHOULD I ASK FOR HELP IF I GET REALLY SCARED. SO SCARED I CAN´T GET OUT OF BED. WHAT SHOULD I DO IF I FOUND OUT THAT I WOULD RAITHER DIE THEN LIVE? WHY IS IT SO GREAT TO BE ALIVE WHAT MAKES MY LIFE SO PRECISE – SHOULD IT BE PRECISE – WHAT MAKED IT PRECISE?

WHY SHOULD I BE A MOTHER? IS IT IMPORTANT TO HAVE KIDS. IS IT IMPORTANT TO HAVE KIDS. IS IT IMPORTANT TO FIND LOVE? WHO SHOULD I SHARE MY LIFE WITH SHOULD IT BE ONLY ONE? WHY AM I SO CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK?

I WANT TO GET RID OF WHAT I THINK PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME AND JUST BE..

WHY AM I TOUGHT THAT I SHOULD THINK BEFORE I SPEAK WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I JUST SPEAK? WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I JUST SPOKE UP – SCREAMED – WERE TO LAUD. WHO DECIDES WHAT TO LAUD EVEN MEAN? WHO DECIDES WHO DECIDES WHO DECIDES? WHY DO I WANT TO BE PERFECT WHO DO I WANT TO PLEACE WHAT AM I AFRAID OF WHAT ARE HOLDING ME BACK?

SO MANY OPPORTUNIIES SO MANY CHOISE SO MANY MANY THINGS I CAN DO DO DO – WHY IS THAT AND WHAT IS IT? IT IS SO CONFUSSING SO COMPLEXED WHEN I THINK THAT LIFE IS BASICALLY SIMPEL AND SIMPEL. HOW DO I CHOOSE DO I HAVE TO CHOOSE -WHY? CHOOSE? WHY? CHOOSE WISELY – YES -BUT WHY FOR WHO? WHEN? WHO CHOOSING WHO ARE GUIDING ME. IS IT ME WHO ARE ME? WHO AM I – CONFUSSION? PLEASE. WHO AM I. HELP ME. OR DOES IT EVEN MATTER?

DEAR NOVA AVADEMY:

I AM AFRAID OF MEETING ALL THE OLD STAFF – WHAT IF THEY THINK I AM TO MUCH TO LAUD TO NOISY TO MUCH – WHAT DOES IT EVEN MEAN TO BE TO MUCH?

DEAR STUDENTS!! I LOOK SO MUCH FORWARD TO MEET YOU TO GET TOUGHT BY YOU TO LEARN FROM YOU. TO LEARN FROM YOU – UNTAME ME! TEACH ME! BUT WHAT IF YOU DO NOT LIKE ME – WILL I BE ALL ALONE ALONE ALONE AND AFRAID, WHAT MAKES ME REALLY AFRAID – TO BE ALONE AND UNLOVED.

• DO YOU FEEL THE SAME SOMETIME?