I’m getting ready to dive into the blue again. Emerging as an inhabitant in Sisters Hope Home.
Who will I become as an inhabitant?
I am shivering. I am nervous. Excited. Calm. Cool. Not worried. Panicking. Emotional.
I want to be full of hope.
I want to be a superstar. I want to inspire you. To be someone. Perfect. Exactly like you are.
But I am just arriving in my humble body of mine.
I am just arriving. Empty handed. Out of words. Out of luck.
With only a cell phone in my pocket full of everything I believe and worship and belong to. And I bet you will ask me to turn it off. To let it go… And then I will do so.
Then who will I become? Emerging as an inhabitant without a cell phone.
I want to feel the hope. I want to experience the intensity of the home. The mystery inside each person. The sacred understanding. I want to stand next to you and slowly nod my head like you and agree with what you just said…
Last time I was visiting I felt a world of good hearts and searching spirits. Wondering. Mysterious. How could I ever understand this world of strange wonders?
Last time I was visiting I found a home. Some hearts must spend their entire life searching for a home. Maybe for love. Maybe for forgiveness, or maybe for a space to fit in. Something to be a part of.
This is me. I will soon be arriving again. Then who will I become?
I will breath. I will breath again a moment later. I know that from lifelong experience.
I will try to understand you, but you are always a mystery to me. But then again – my heart will slowly take over and the worries will disappear. I will still be fearful and sensible, but I put my trust in my sensitivity and intuition. My heart will take over and I will be able to just be in that moment.
I will breath, and make every breath count.
And then who will I become?
With my eyes closed… sensing. Stomach, heart and taste buds getting ready. The beginning of a smile in my hips, and the touch of the air on my lips anticipate the sweet taste of here and now.
Non scholae sed vitae Multible entrances to make sure that there is real a learning environment for all. I dream of an educational system, that connects the working industry more. I am hoping that the industry and educational environment collaborate. The educational system should have a place for all Forbundethed…