Am I the reason? Where is my sanity located -? In my body? Who is sane? Destruction comes in many shades – it is a mechanism necessary in a process of development. To leave behind – to forgive – to let, decay. When we forgive we destroy an old thought…

I am always behind I am not prepared enough I cannot take it easy I want to be special – but I am not I am overthinking it I am not good enough I am not beautiful enough I am not smart enough I am too weak I am thinking…