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Innertia

And today I dress my body green.  – Spread myself horizontal, between poles. Drawing in and in and in. re-cover-ing as an act of letting go to carry nothing and drink the flat silence into my toes.  – I tell you no.  – Fire (no longer spreading)

I WAS BORN

I WAS BORN INTO THIS WORLD VERY WANTED WHEN I ARRIVED THERE WAS JOY, CHEER, HAPPINESS PEOPLE CRIED OF HAPPINESS WE PLAYED, HUGGED, SANG,DANCED AND DREAMED WE DIGGED IN THE EARTH, SWIMMED IN THE WATER FLEW IN THE AIR AND DANCED IN THE FIRE WE SAW DEATH WE SAW LIFE WE HELD EACHOTHER WARM DURING COLD NIGHTS WE LOVED WE BURIED OUR LOVED ONES AND KEPT ON LOVING {WINGSPAN}

this time I fell

. this time I fell trembling like a feather from a hovering bloo space in unimaginable loops and whirling wills only to land on the invisible skin of a heavenly creature . and I lost my blue eyes for a moment forever to the perfect time in the middle of a night in the nowhere garden becoming us air . . . true ….. . . . . . ….

II. (closing)

– If I said that I missed you,  – If I said that I still thought of you smiling across the rug peering down shrouded corridors between feathers bird seed or prints in soil – it would be true.  – – We always feel so different,  our unfamiliar ropes fingers finding music through darkness and hesitation unsteady, uncertain – in dim rooms that gradually brighten.  – we reinvent, learn to…

The Motion existing with hope and connectedness

Existing blog. Arriving to existence. Feeling blessed and grateful for having this fulfilling and mind-blowing experience of life cycles in Sisters Hope Home. Grateful for having my senses sharpened and my feeling of connectedness in tune. In the following days I came to experience an intense sensing of everyone and everything passing me by, and a faith in life, a belief that everything around me develops as it should. That…

decantation

decantation. the natural phenomenon of separating different elements over time and gravity. no tools. time. we are given time. more than ever, more than we are used to, more than we think we need. we just stand there, we just stay, we only are. we are kindly brought to stillness. and so, we allow space for gravity to reach us. gravity. gravity is constantly there pulling everything to the center,…

On the hour

On the hour that inhabitation infinity came to an end, my time device stopped working. I will not archive it. I will not repair it. I will keep it and wear it around my ankle as a reminder of what I experinced and learned doing the magical time in the home: That time is fluid, and that any time framework is contructed by us. We can alter the meaning of…

A trip to Home

I came Home I actually came Home I knew that I would, but not when I would And suddenly, I was there I felt the calm tranquility and joy rush over me when I turned down the path that seemed to shine familiar Saw My Face lighten up when I approached the gate And smiled with joy and relief Because I felt it all in an instant I felt how…

The Whale (Exist)

is sensuous inhabitation doing the things we would normally do, just infinity times slower? upon existing, over the fence, I saw two girls wearing your colourswondering if they could sense the delicate veil of spring flowers on the lawn beneath themor if later, their hands would linger together on a long silent goodbye as I child, I wanted the ocean people to carry me away, I wrote it all over…

Today I enter

Today I enter Sisters Hope Home again. I repeat some familiar steps and at the same time, I observe what is different. I welcome the parts of this experience, which feel like a first time. Last time I came in… calmed… claimed… created…. Mostly in my own company. This time I expect a more tangible sense of community. I look forward to exploring how my being and yours meet in…