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Ready to return (Bumblebeeee)

I’m returning to Sisters Hope Home, a place I feel I know a bit already, as a physical space anyways. I have some very clear memories from my previous inhabitation. My body remembers, too. But I also know this time will be different. Good! I welcome new experiences.Curious what will feel familiar, like coming home. And also to notice irritations: change, challenges, surprises. Looking forward to allowing it all to…

Sister’s symbolic Testament

“ I want to thank everyone who came to my funeral (…)“ stop for a moment, press play, take three breaths and look around. Come back. continue being a witness… Her office was already dark when I stepped inside. Dimmed lights, I mean, suede turquiose pillows, soft carpet that makes one wanna live and love. She then lied down on this black carpet. With my hands, I prepared her body…

floating capsul home membrane

dissolving evolvingThe doors of perception infinite steps I have three homesIn a dynamic life circet The homes inside, with a garden and a view. The home inside. The homes inside.OutsideInsideOutside Going homeWith gratitude We Inhabit Mountains

Before Visiting

I am visiting Sisters Hope Home with two goals in mind and heart. Firstly, I want to remove myself from the physical, mental and social environment that is my everyday life, and enter a parallel space where I can shed unwanted modes of being in world. Specific goals in this regard is to learn how to fight the incessant need for distractions, instead being poetically present with myself and my…

insides outsides

outside inside Hz Hz Hz 0, 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34, 55, 89, 144, …__drums and sticks and stones and bones

Thoughts before

I am unsure of what to expect but feel excited and curious about the stay.I feel unprepared, thinking that the stay could both give me material and wake something inside me. My state of mind is affected by the darkness outside. It makes me low on energy. I wonder how I will feel while living in Sisters Home. The gentle pace might help me, but the small rooms with dimmed…

From LIMA

Time went by so fast, tomorrow sisters academy starts for me. My body feels ready, my mind is not sure yet. I don’t have any expectations really and am open for everything. Exited and a bit nervous at the same time. Dont know exactly what is to come, but I have a feeling it is going to be special.

Time

Time, I feel it all around me, since i’m constantly running late and going nowhere. I feel the tight grip around my neck and hands, as i’m chained to the time, every minut every second. This will be my search for a break. This will be my attempt to stop the time and let the world pass by.

Before entering

I feel a bit numb. I’ve been sleeping too little and it makes me feel like a zombie. My brain is working in slowmotion and my mind doesn’t focus on one thought but floats around instead. I’m on a full train my body is closed and focused on itself. I’m making sure not to look at anyone or create contact. If I could I’d like to be alone in silence….

from PIECES

5: Home again.  At our Home in Belgium.  I left Sisters Hope Home last week but I make no distinction between these homes when the quality of life that I long for is concerned. The structure of the day is different, there’s another set of choices concerning colours, sound, ways of interaction and all that. For one: internet is here. And, also important to me: the wide range of communication…